For the past 5 years I was too quick into the next relationship after one did not work out and just jumped from one man to the next. Was it fun? At times. Was it worth it? No. I am happier now then I was a year ago? By far...so I would rather be where I am then in one of those relationships that brought only moments of happiness.
I am looking for eternal happiness, and if I have to wait eternity to find it...I can do that. I just want the kids now, but they too will have to wait until I find a man I can spend eternity with....It is worth the wait.
Im my Patriarchal Blessing it tells me that I am blessed with patience...I am starting to think this is true ;) It goes on to tell me that I will be blessed with a companion and together we will be blessed with a posterity who under my guidance and direction will grow and mature resisting temptation and evil, loving and serving the Lord.
These words have brought me so much comfort... Being a Cancer Survivor I was not sure if I could have children but when I got my patriarchal blessing at such a young age those fears went away...I will have my family if I love and serve the Lord myself.
I love my patriarchal blessing so much...and I am glad that I can keep it close to me for when I need its comfort...Maybe you should pull yours out and remember your promises and gifts as well?
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