I would much rather go fishing alone then be in the company of someone who will bring me down (And I am not referring to my usual fishing companion as I have so much fun with him, just a general rule :).
This lesson has taken me long enough to learn, and I wish I hadn't had to go thru what I have in the recent past to realize this... but I am gratefulfor this knowledge.
My whole life I have feared being alone, therefor I settle for the company of those I should not. I am not only talking romantically, but friends and mere acquantances as well. I think it comes down to am I confident in myself? Well... obviously not as much as I should be.
Confidence is what I hope to develop this summer. I know it may not be realistic to think that I can be completly confident and self-loving in 2-3 months time, but I plan on having my foundation strong.
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| (This was a few years ago) |
I just have to take it one day at a time. And enjoy the time that I have, even if it means... going fishing alone. Besides, I don't mind cleaning my own fish and baiting my own hook anyways.
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